i'm gona copy those blog entries full of messages to anonymous people :-)
1. i don't understand why you can't handle talking about things. it's tiring, yeah, and we might fight, but this is soo much more exhausting, and we might just lose what has been so great already.
2. honestly, i just want the best for you now, but i'm kinda seeing other sides of you at this point, too. i don't know if things will change. i sure hope not.
3. i'm so glad i met you! you're one of the best friends ever! loveya! hahaha.
4. hey, i'm worried about you. just want you to know that although i don't really know how to help or be supportive, i'm just here, okay? we'll get through it all. ofcourse, we're the best! hehe. huuug.
5. i really admire you. you make me smile in so many ways. sometimes i wish you knew.
6. i regret so many things. like i never took even just the 2nd step for you. i was afraid to be open despite everything you did. i don't know if i should say sorry. if it'll be better. hope this'll be fine for now, and someday i'll be ready.
HAHAHAHAHA. WHOA! this is soooo NOT ME. hahaha, EEEW.
dear self, you're gross! ;-) anyway, maybe it's 2 of these numbers that made me write this. guess which!
this sucks.
anyway....